
They call Kentucky the blue grass state, but from my experience, the grass is greener here.

They call Kentucky the blue grass state, but from my experience, the grass is greener here.


A rattle, a racket, a whoosh, and a whirr, then deafening silence right after the stir.


In the days after we moved, Daisy was our clock. Every day at 5 O’clock, she would let us know that it was time… dinner time. In Texas she was content to eat at 6, but I guess there was something in that Kentucky air that made her hungry. When I would come home from work at 5, I was greeted by a lean, scraggly pup who knew how to get what she wanted.
In those days, Daisy ran the house.

We made our way through the aspens and up the tedious hill upon which that impressive boulder sat. It was for her that we had come all this way. I was so excited I hardly noticed the drizzling rain, or realized the implications it had on our expedition. I rushed to the base of the rock, her walls looming some thirty feet above me, imposing the most inviting shadow. I slid on my La Sportivas as the rain continued to increase; nervous, but determined to at least get off the ground. Reassured by Grant’s presence as my spotter, I swallowed my fears and began the ascent.
The rock was slippery, but, boosted by adrenaline, I pressed on. After ten feet’s progress, it became too wet and dangerous to continue. I climbed down a hero. I hadn’t reached the top, but…I was ALIVE.
We rushed to pack up as the clouds unleashed their full fury. The cold deluge had us soaked through by the time we returned, and though not what I had hoped for, it had been a thrilling adventure. Someday I’ll return to that beast of a boulder to stand atop her summit, a conqueror.
I love my little copper cup that Averie gave me as an engagement gift, some nine months ago now. It feels like I’ve been drinking from it my whole life. It’s a beautiful cup: sleek, shiny rim and top half intersecting the dull and tarnished bottom half like sunlight breaking through rain clouds after a storm. And right in the middle, cut almost in half, is the simple design of a camping tent with the inscription scrawled above it: THERE’S NO PLACE LIKE HOME. Even the imperfection of the apostrophe looks like a shooting star, though I’m sure it’s just a scratch. I love my perfect cup; there’s not another one like it.
My cup reminds me of war and peace, pain and joy. It seems to me a perfect personification of the tension that exists inside the human heart every day.
I know that Heaven is my home and my Earthly dwelling is only temporary, but inside my heart I build up this tent and live inside it, insulating myself from the Home I’m destined for. My cup reminds me where I belong.
I grow accustomed to the feelings of sadness, anger, and bitterness, resigning myself to them. Out of fear, I choose apathy over hope. My cup reminds me of the truth.
I feel the war waging around me and within me and I grow disheartened, wondering if good really does prevail over evil. My cup reminds me that it does.
Copper is such a beautiful metal in all its forms, for it wears its imperfections like a badge of honor, the way boys proudly flaunt their scars. It isn’t afraid of aging or of the tarnish that comes from hard work, it simply becomes more beautiful. Its patina reminds me what it is and where it has been. That is what I want to be to others: a reminder.
Remember to breathe.
Remember who you are.
Remember what you’re made for.
Remember to drink more water.
Remember to dream.
Remember to hope.
Remember that Jesus will return and make us a new home.
Remember, there’s no place like home.
Oh my son, lay down your head
I’ll watch over you;
Protect you from the lions and the wolves.
And when you rise I’ll be here still to listen to your dreams.
Oh my son, do not despair,
I will never leave;
Through the pain I’ll lead you by the hand,
And one day soon you’ll see my face and forever live in peace.
As followers of Jesus, we know the importance of TRUTH. We know that Jesus is truth, that everything God has ever said is true, that the Holy Spirit leads us in truth, and that relationship with Jesus Christ is the only way to walk in the truth. We also know that the world hates the truth, and that Satan is the father of lies. Perhaps one of the hardest challenges for the Christian is the task of going about sharing this truth with the unbelieving world without being smug about it. Thereโs nothing quite so off-putting as someone who knows something and puts you down for not knowing it.
This morning I came across a verse in John 18 that caught me off guard and led me down a rabbit hole of thought. Jesus has been brought before Pilate, not long before he is beaten and crucified, and he questions him. โAre you the king of the Jews?โ he asks. In verse 37, Jesus responds โI am a king. In fact, for this reason I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone on the side of truth listens to me.โ And then comes the three-word question that surprised me so much. Pilate responds to Jesus by saying โWhat is truth?โ
And then he walked away.
This is one of the saddest moments I think Iโve found in the whole Bible. Historically, Iโve always felt bad for Pilate as being sympathetic to Jesus and trying to convince the Jews he wasnโt all that bad, but this verse puts him in a new light for me. How can you stand in front of the King of Truth, ask the question โwhat is truth?โ, and then walk away?
I was looking at some commentaries on this verse online and I found this comment that struck me.
โThis might be the most important question a human being can ask, and Pilate is standing in front of the ultimate answer, yet he walks away without really considering his own words.โ (BibleRef article linked here: https://www.bibleref.com/John/18/John-18-38.html)
Jesus is the ultimate answer, the ultimate truth. If Pilate were really seeking an answer, he would look no further. Clearly, Pilate was not genuinely seeking. I think the same can be said for most of the world.
Matthew 7:7 says โAsk and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.โ
Romans 1:20 says โFor since the creation of the world Godโs invisible qualitiesโhis eternal power and divine natureโhave been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.โ
1 Timothy 2:3-4 says โThis is good, and pleases God our savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth.โ
While God is mysterious and confusing and nobody fully understands His ways, He does not make the truth hard to find. He upset history by sending Jesus to Earth, He put his Spirit inside His believers, and He commissioned us to spread the truth. There is great power in truth and one must choose to accept it or to reject it. Pilate rejected it. What will you do?
ACT I: GOING AWAY
This story is about a boy named Sol, who was the son of the King of a great kingdom called Colos. Sol grew up in the kingโs castle with his father, who loved him more than anything. The king took care of him and taught him all the ways of the world, including all the fairy tales that were common in those days. They were tales of knights and dragons and castles โ all the standard stuff. But Prince Solโs favorite fairy tale of all was one of a still, glassy pool that was in the middle of a dark wood beyond the mountains to the west, and when gazed into, the water would reveal who you truly were. Most nights he would beg his father to tell him of that story, again and again, and when the king would forget a part, the prince would remind him, and the king would smile and tell the story the way Sol liked it.
There were few things that excited Sol as much as this story. He talked about it with his teachers and with his servants and cooks and butlers, and in his spare time he dreamed of what the glassy pool would show him when he looked into it. He dreamed of the pool so often, in fact, that he began to fall behind in his classes and show up late to meals. He stopped asking his father to tell him stories, and even began to avoid the king altogether. He would rather be by himself in the world of his own imagination.
When Sol turned ten, he decided he was old enough to go out on his own and find the pool, so he went to his father to ask for permission.
โFather,โ Sol said to his father, the King, โI want to go away for a while; I want to find the glassy pool in the woods beyond the mountains. I want to know who I truly am.โ
โWhy, are you not my son, the Prince of Colos, heir to the throne?โ
โI know that, father, but is that all I am? What if I donโt want to be king someday? Surely there is more to life than inheriting the throne. Iโd like to go out and experience whatโs outside of these castle walls. Will you give me your blessing?โ
โIt seems to me your mind wonโt be assuaged until you accomplish what youโve set your heart on, so go and be free, but I warn you, perhaps what you search for cannot be found in the glassy pool.โ
Nevertheless, his mind was made up and so with a hug Prince Sol left home and began his travels. He needed a quick mode of transport and he knew of an old woman who lived in the desert outside the city and flew a hot air balloon when she was lonely, and he hoped he could borrow it. He knocked on her door.
โWhy hello young prince, whatever are you doing here in my desert?โ
โI am going on an adventure, madam, and would request the use of your hot air balloon for transport,โ said Sol.
โWhy, anything for you, my prince! Come in for a moment and tell me your quest before you depart, if you wish.โ
She lived in a large house with many rooms and ornate decorations. Sol walked in the womanโs house and marveled at the beauty of her home.
โI say, madam, you have just the loveliest of houses!โ
Sol wandered around through the halls, following distantly behind the host, who had run off to some corner of the house to get the balloon and the helium and all the different things you need for a hot air balloon adventure; and oh, what amazing pictures there were, framed and hung on her walls! There were pictures of exotic birds in exotic forests, there were pictures of famous people and trophies, there were pictures of mountains and rivers, and there was no end to the pictures of hot air balloons.
โMadam, you must have lived the most full life, these pictures are magical!โ Sol said, though he doubted she heard him at all, for she was nowhere to be seen.
โAh, yes, a most full life indeed,โ she shouted from some other room nearby, โbut Iโve forgotten it all by now, for some days I look at those pictures and wonder how they ever could have happened to me. Ah, Iโm old and my memory fails me, but all I know is that Iโm quite lonely and wish I wouldโve slowed down a bit more and appreciated whatโs right in front of me.โ
There were some loud clatters that came from the room the old woman was in before she appeared in the hall, carrying this piece and that thing and those whatchamacallems.
โSo, my dear prince, what is your quest?โ
โI am searching for the glassy pool in the woods beyond the mountains that tells you who you areโ said Sol.
โAh, yes, Iโve heard the tales.โ
โHave you ever searched for it?โ Sol asked.
โOnce, when I was a young woman, but since then Iโve learned who I am. Iโm a wanderer, a nomad, a lonely and isolated woman destined to remain sad and die alone.
Sol thought this was a most somber response and he half expected her to cry, but she remained resolute.
โSo you gave up the search for the pool?โ
โYes, but, oh dear, I canโt seem to remember much about those days.โ
โWhen I find it, Iโll come back and tell you all about it. I promise.โ
โWell, I hope you find what youโre looking for, but heed this advice: the things you want to escape from the most are often the very things that reveal the most about who you are.โ
After a few seconds of rather uncomfortable silence, the old woman grabbed Solโs hand and led him to her front yard, where she spent the next several minutes assembling and preparing her hot air balloon. After she showed him how everything worked, she sent him off into the sky and they waved goodbye to each other.
Sol looked around and thought it was all beautiful. The deep blue sky met the cracked desert floor in jarring fashion, and beyond the desert to the west, he could see in the distance a river meandering its way through grassy foothills to the base of a wide mountain range. He didnโt look back.
A few miles away, gazing out the castle window, stood the King, watching the colorful balloon rise into the air. Yellow and red and green patches of the balloon popped against deep blue sky, and though the King thought it was beautiful, he couldnโt help but feel sad.
Oh my son, My dearly loved son, Will you find what you seek Apart from me?
ACT II: BEYOND THE MOUNTAINS
The wind felt refreshing on Solโs face and hair, and he closed his eyes and breathed deep. It felt good to be alone, free from judgment, free from criticism. As the kingโs son, he was used to being in the public eye and it felt good to not worry about any of that right now. He felt a tinge of loneliness and homesickness but he shoved that down, telling himself that he had to leave his comfort zone if he wanted to learn about himself. The words of the old woman rang in his ears, and he wondered if what she said was true. โWhat am I escaping from?โ But all his life heโd listened to old people telling him what to do and how to think and it was high time he learned some things on his own.
After a few hours, Sol passed over the mountain range. From above, they looked like the spine of a great beast that had been slain in ages past. On the other side of the ridge, heavy clouds lingered just below him and he had to fall through them to see what lay beneath. Sure enough, a vast and dark forest covered the ground as far as the eye could see. He continued to descend, looking for an opening in the canopy large enough to land the balloon. It was now late in the day and the sun was almost set and the temperature was dropping quickly, and Sol was beginning to feel afraid. At last, with a few precious minutes of daylight left, he found a clearing in the woods and landed the balloon
Darkness was upon him. Sol pulled on his coat and sat down beside the balloon to eat his dinner, which he had packed before leaving. After finishing his food, and feeling both exhausted and scared, he curled up in his blanket and placed his head on his pack, and fell asleep.
Suddenly it was morning and the air was hot and humid and the brightness burned in his eyes. He sat up, yawned, and shook his head sleepily. He had been asleep for hours but it felt like moments. He felt awfully hungry right away and so he reached for his pack to grab the breakfast he had prepared for this morning, but it was not there! His pack, which he had used as a pillow, was missing and in its place was a large, squishy mushroom! He looked all around him, shocked and suddenly more awake than before. Then he realized his blanket was missing too, and then โ he nearly screamed in alarm, for high above him, flying up up and away, was the hot air balloon!
โOh blast it, blast it all, blast everything!โ Sol yelled and began to cry. He had been taught not to use this kind of language, but nobody was around to hear. Exceptโฆ
โWell, I see someone woke up on the wrong side of the grass! Har har har.โ
Sol looked up and around. Who said that? There was no one around!
โHello? Who said that?โ Sol shouted.
โIt was just me! Over here, on the tree, right in front of you!โ
And indeed, stuck to the side of the beech tree and camouflaged perfectly was a gecko. It held out one of its front paws and waved slightly.
โYouโre aโฆ gecko? And you talk!โ Sol said, astonished.
โWhy, of course I talk, and whatโs wrong with geckos?โ
โWell, nothing Iโm sure, itโs just thatโฆ well, forgive me, but Iโve never heard a creature talk before!โ
โI guess thatโs a fair point, you look like a city boy to be sure. Is it your first time in nature?โ The gecko said as it speedily scrambled down the trunk of the tree, across the grass toward Sol and stopped near his left foot.
โYes, Iโve lived my whole life in the city,โ Sol responded.
โWhat brings you out here?โ The gecko scrambled up the princeโs shoe and stopped there, looking eagerly at the boy. He licked his eyeballs.
โWell Iโm looking for the glassy pool thatโs fabled to be hidden in the wood beyond the mountains in the west, and Iโve come here on that balloonโโ he pointed up at the balloon that was even farther away than a moment beforeโ โand Iโm afraid Iโve been negligent and somehow itโs floated away and Iโm stranded here forever.โ Sol barely squeaked out the words before his tears sprung violently on him once more and he continued his cry.
โWell have peace, little human, for itโs not your fault the balloon has escaped you. Iโve seen it all, for Iโve been watching you since dawn and just before you stirred, a giant โ those mischievous little drats โ came and stole your pack, replaced it with a mushroom, and loosed the sandbags that held the balloon to the ground. Itโs in their nature to steal and disrupt, and you shouldnโt blame yourself for its stupidity.
โSo giants are real?โ Sol said, wiping his tears and rubbing his nose, โIโve heard many tales of giants, but I would have expected them to be tall and mighty and respectable, not mischievous andโ andโ well, evil!โ
โHumans often get things wrong about this country, for they have a poor memory and it has been ages and ages since humans and creatures existed together in harmony,โ said the gecko.
Just then there was a loud sound from above and behind Sol and there at the base of a wide oak tree plopped a very small person, much like a dwarf, with a long beard and fat belly, and it was wearing Solโs blanket and clutching his pack tightly in its arms! It looked wide-eyed at Sol for a split second before scrambling to its feet and running away, but when it did, it ran square into another tree and fell over.
โHey! You, dwarf! Come back here!โ Shouted Sol, who had jumped to his feet when he saw the dwarf fall out of the tree.
โOy, Iโm not a dwarf!โ Said the dwarf in a very deep voice, and very slowly too.
โWell, whatever you are, you stole my stuff and I want it back!โ
โIโm a giant, I am, and I wonโt be disrespected by being called a dwarf!โ
โA giant? Youโre not a giant, youโre barely four feet tall!โ
โOy, I say, Iโve never been more insulted in all my life. Oy, why donโt ye just come and fight me already!โ
At this point, the gecko decided to step in, for he figured that if he didnโt, things might go sideways very quickly and he didnโt want to see any human child fight a giant (for it really was a giant).
โCalm yourselves!โ Yelled the gecko in as loud a voice as he could muster. โGiant, give back the boyโs possessions! You know they arenโt yours, and shame on you for cutting the ropes of his nice balloon. Now he doesnโt have a way out of this forest, so I hope youโre ready to say sorry and help him in his quest. You owe him that!
โYou mean to say he really is a giant? This small, littleโโ began Sol before stopping himself, not wanting to anger the giant further.
โYes, this really is a giant, and a rather large one at that!โ
โOy, Iโm sorry, liโl human,โ said the giant, beginning to cry, โI knew I shouldnโt have stolen yer stuff and cut the ropes, but, oy, Doug made me do it!โ
โI say, donโt ye go on blaming me for your mischief!โ shouted a different voice from somewhere else in the trees, and as it spoke, down plopped another giant, supposedly Doug, and the two of them got into a heated argument that led to a rather awkward and clumsy, yet passionate fist fight.
โLook,โ shouted Sol, โit doesnโt matter who is responsible! Just return my blanket and pack, and kindly hear me out and see if you can help me in my quest.โ
With many more loquacious apologies and excuses, the two giants gave back Solโs things and promised to help him in his quest, which Sol told them all about.
โI say, Iโve just remembered,โ said Doug, โI heard Sterling talking about a mysterious pool the other day!โ
โSterling! Oy, what a guy, a real gentlegiant,โ said the other giant, whose name was Patrick.
โHe is quite a lovely guy, ainโt he?โ
โOy, I donโt know anyone who speak ill oโ him, and that is a rare thing for a giant, ainโt it?โ
โSure is.โ
โOkay, well can you take me to Sterling?โ asked Sol, who was fed up with the giantsโ banter.
โOy, we owe ye that, donโt we?โ
And so they started off into the woods at a painfully slow pace, the two giants leading the way, always bickering, and behind them came Sol with the gecko perched on his left shoulder. After hiking for nearly an hour, they came to a cave in the woods and Patrick and Doug led them straight in. The cave was long and narrow at first, but opened up into a large chamber which was lit by torches all the way round and was filled with the bustling of hundreds of giants. As Patrick and Doug led Sol through the masses, he heard many loud and obnoxious comments about him, and very many โoyโsโ and โI sayโsโ. The little giants all gawked and stared and pointed, and he felt uncomfortable, but at last they came to a portion of the cave which was a tad smaller and after a few minutes of banter between the giants, Sol was introduced to Sterling. He was a soft-spoken giant with gentle eyes and a smile that spanned both sides of his wide face.
โOy, tell โim about the pool yeโre looking for,โ shouted Patrick.
โI say, heโs looking for a pool that tells ye secrets,โ said Doug.
โLet the boy talk,โ said Sterling.
โWell, Iโve heard tales of a glassy pool somewhere in these woods, that will show me who I am when I look into it, and these giants said you know where it is, and I was hoping you could lead the way,โ said Sol.
โIโve just stumbled upon this pool a few days ago myself. Itโs not too far from here, but itโs hidden pretty well. I hope I can remember the way, but if I can, Iโll gladly take ye there!โ said Sterling.
ACT III: A CHANGE OF HEART
They began at once, and Iโll spare you the details of their journey there, for it was uneventful. They walked slowly and Sol was anxious about what the pool might reveal, and Doug just kept talking, but eventually they made it to a very thick part of the woods, which they had to scrape and crawl through in order to get into a small glade with only beautifully green grass and a few flowers scattered around, and in the exact center of the opening was a small pool. Sol hesitated to approach it, and the giants and gecko knew better than to go with him, for they could sense the uneasiness in his face and demeanor, so they stayed at the edge of the glade while Sol walked up alone.
His heart beat fast. Step by step, he drew closer to the pool. His mind wandered to all the things he might see in the water but finally he reached the edge and looked down into it.
There in the water, staring up at him, was a young boy, small and scared, and as he gazed, he began to cry. They were soft and gentle tears that escaped his eyes, almost peaceful and less sad than you would expect. After a moment of crying, he stopped suddenly and raised his chin, wiped his tears, and smiled generously. He looked very princely and noble and you could tell he was a very content boy, and he looked older and wiser than he actually was, and there was a peace about him that really made you feel safe in his presence. And after that, the boy was gone and the pool was still, and Sol saw no reflection.
The whole experience lasted only moments, but it was obviously a magical moment and was a thing he expected he would remember for a long time.
Immediately after looking into the pool, and lasting the entire journey back to the giantsโ cave, Prince Sol felt a deep and terrible homesickness, something like heโd never felt before. He longed to be back at the castle and to hug his father and even to focus on his studies and do his chores. He felt scared that the world he had once known had forgotten about him already, for it felt as though he had been away for a very long time. He hoped his father wouldnโt be angry that he had left, and it occurred to him that he had never once considered his fathersโ feelings before his adventure. He realized he had been selfish and inconsiderate, and he felt grief in his heart.
Patrick, Doug and the gecko could sense that Sol was feeling down, and they were unusually quiet on the long walk back to the cave. And once they arrived, Patrick offered his services to the building of a new hot air balloon, and of course Doug announced to the entire tribe of giants what they were doing, and they all helped out in their own way. Some of the faster giants went out and gathered materials while the crafty and less clumsy ones set about to putting the pieces together and weaving the basket and sewing the fabric. Doug and Patrick directed and yelled orders (and bickered between themselves a fair bit too), and before too long, they had built an odd-looking, yet fully functioning hot air balloon. To be quite honest with you, I have no idea how they did it (Iโm a writer, not an inventor) but in the end, Sol climbed in the basket and after saying goodbye to everyone, lifted up into the sky and off to the east.
Sol returned the same way he came, over the mountains, across the expanse and into the desert, where he dropped the balloon off at the old womanโs house (even though her old balloon had been lost, she accepted this new balloon in exchange, and they had many laughs together about it), and after telling his tale to her, he went running back to the castle in the city. He was so excited to see his father the king but as he drew nearer, he felt more shame for ever leaving and thought his father might not receive him back into the castle, or might treat him differently from then on.
His fear was unnecessary, however, for his father the king had made a habit of watching for his son every morning, looking out the castle window, and he had seen Solโs balloon in the desert beyond the city, and his heart was filled with joy. And so the king was waiting for his son as he walked up to the castle, and he gave him a hug and smiled warmly and invited him to tell his tale from start to finish, and thatโs exactly what he did.
Wild fables, Lofty Tales, Bedtime stories Now made true He listens gently, He smiles fondly, For in his arms He holds you